I give up lah.
Blogger's screwed,
I still can't post my Valentine's pictures.
If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you
We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heartI guess it's just another regret in my life.
Afterall, I was the one who left.
Anw, churched today,
service only.
Hello?
I have to compromise too.
TOO.
Who doesn't have CCAs, tests, all that shitty commitments?
I have seven freaking tests,
STRAIGHT AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I have sailing to juggle too,
just like you having slc.
Even Johnathan who has O levels, agreed.
If you're not keen about it,
forget it man,
the church saves 100 bucks,
that is a lot of money,
I can buy 5 pairs of school shoes.
And, if you all are not interested in what I have to say,
please say lah.
Today, I really felt,
like a kangle leader,
telling people about the rules of the games,
but nobody's listening.
Today, I was talking about captain's ball,
some are talking about shoes, shopping and don't know what,
some are talking about school and some crap.
Dear Kangle leader,
if you don't like that feeling,
that's what I've experienced today.
You've experienced that during camp right?
I know I can be quite you-wanna-kick-me-to-a-ulu-planet,
but then what if you're the tuan zhang,
at your wit's end,
And you really don't know what to do,
why are you chosen to do it,
you just want to throw back the position,
that's how I feel.
I feel like screaming and pulling my hair out.
I didn't asked for this,
so I tried to do my best,
but then it's so difficult.
Do you know,
this year is really killing me,
I feel like I'm falling to bits and pieces,
but God's love kept me whole?
Do you know that I'm so afraid of my education,
I'm so afraid that I'll fail my maths?
My sciences?
Do you know that sometimes, crossing the road,
when I'm crossing the road,
sometimes, I just want to sit in the middle of it and cry,
and just let some car knock me down?
You told me I don't tell you things,
but then I scared I tell you,
you all will give me this whatever look,
sometimes, I really have doubts about our friendship.
Do you really care?
All is it all just a facade?
Sometimes, talking to people in school cheers me up more.
Alvina made my day today XD
Talking to her just makes me wanna smile,
hahahahas!
<3
`Too late for regrets
